This client‑authored, autoethnographic case study documents a 10‑week course of collaborative therapy integrating EMDR, ketamine, MDMA, psilocybin, creative expression, and AI‑assisted reflection and writing. Drawing on affect theory, mentalization, earned secure attachment, and Dabrowski’s theory of positive disintegration, the paper analyzes how recognition of core affects, rupture‑and‑repair processes, and the reclamation of narrative agency contributed to rapid, positive change. . . Framed as an effort to “seize the means of therapeutic production,” the study proposes a paradigm that moves beyond binaries toward a multidimensional understanding of identity, attachment, and transformation.